Fulvia said: “I am not happy with my ‘perfect’ body, because it is not perfect. Perfection is something else.”
Fulvia was just fifteen years old when she first realised she was transgender. But fearful of her strict religious family, and her father who was in the clergy, Fulvia kept her feelings a secret.
She said: “I was living with my family who were very narrow minded and very religious. I never manifested my will because it was impossible with my dad. He had three sons and he wanted three sons only.”
She said: “I was feeling trapped in my body. I hid in the garage and put make-up on dressed like a woman. I never showed that side of me because I was ashamed of it.”
Fulvia masked her turmoil and exaggerated her masculinity in public, buying guns and owning expensive cars.
She said: “It is difficult to grow up with a body which is not yours. You try to mask it in every way playing football, drinking beers, buying American 4x4s and go shooting to feel like a man. Instead you understand it is a mask and so you need to throw it away and become what you are.” It got too much to bear and finally, Fulvia came out to Marissa, that was in 2000, sixteen years ago. She said: “Obviously Marisa lost if for a moment, it is not something that is easy to accept.
“Today Marisa and I are nothing more than two sisters. We live together, we argue like two normal people but not like husband and wife.” Fulvia began her journey to a new self with hormone therapy while Marissa saw a psychologist to help her get to grips with her new reality. Fulvia's wife may have been supportive but her parents were as vehement in their opposition.
Fulvia said: “My dad asked my wife to sign a paper to send me into a psychiatric institution to make me change my mind.
“It was very hard, when my father passed away they didn’t let us go to the funeral because they were ashamed of us.
“The only people who accepted me were my brothers.” That didn't deter her and in 2004 she got breast implants and a nose job and a facelift three more breast augmentations, liposuction, numerous fillers in her cheeks and lips and a £22,000 butt lift followed. The financial cost however, was taking its toll and Fulvia who used to run a restaurant struggled.
To keep up with the rising costs, she sold her guns, cars and a house in France to pay for her transformation and now the pair struggle on Marisa’s wage as a holistic therapist. Inhabitants of Perevagno have ostracised the couple and their friends have deserted them. Fulvia said: “I am now the clown of Peveragno. They point at me, they talk about me, they start inventing stories about me that I am a prostitute. “My friends have all vanished – they didn’t accept me.
“I couldn’t be without Marisa and do what I do without her. She is always here with me.” All these notwithstanding, Fulvia is soldiering on in her quest for perfection, “I want to look like Allanah Starr, an American transgender porn star" She said. “Plastic surgery is not a drug but its something that people like me need.
“I am not happy with my face and other parts of my body.
“I won’t stop here, I want to go ahead because it’s not perfect. If I reach perfection maybe I will stop” She added.
251 comments:
«Oldest ‹Older 201 – 251 of 251Chai look at his face his lips nah wah oo
WTF!!! RUBBISH
I dey sorry for dat mumu
Devil is wicked sha!!!!
I no fit shout.. But this is just insane.. I really don't get this plastic craze..
I pity dis guy sha, what a life!
Biko who is this village oracle? Disgusting. #Lindangwanu#
look at how ugly he looked.
Sick pippo are everywhere
End time
Disgusting
Ojuju calabar
Linda dont take note!
# oneandonlynwa@gmail.com#
# oneandonlynwa@gmail.com#
Turning in to pig
O dika ndi mmou
Idoitic nega ...
I can't but laugh...hahahahohahi
Biko approve am lindodo since
This man is ugly shai WTF , caitlyn is more beautiful than this dude #thiscantbereal
I shud say a ghost is better off dan dis
I bet dis guy just mocking , Transgenders
Monkey fine pass u!
Disgusting
Disgusting
This is nonsense u won't stp untill u reach perfection which is death
This person bu Ezi! Big one ooh! Ezi Ofia!
MY YD
hmmmm....the search for changing your purpose can lead to dead
The world going more crazy by d day.
@Lindaikeji No. I FAN
Omg, who born dis tin? It's a lie she's not human!!!
OK o, jisike. The Devil is your Strength!
Linda I hv arrived, post my comment.
Sexy lindyy ooo she neva chi chum ching..abi she ting say God no knw Wetin Hm do?
Hmm! I jst pity dis element,. Next jooor! Mtcheeww!
like seriously i dont know what to say. but i got to comment that u are one of the most ugliest transgender person i have ever seen
Till u kill urself inu kwa? #linda's pearl#
God forbid wat d hell is this
The result of trying to recreate yourself..Ugly dude
Nonsense!!! U are yet to see the worst my dear...#BetterBeingNatural#BBN
Mad Man
He has turned himself to a big gorilla. Old bastard.
Ugly..I mean so very ugly!
Disgusting
You will surely reach perfection in Hell!
Eva Da Diva...
UGLY! WHAT HAS HE/SHE GAINED
demons....angelmakiz@yahoo.com
Warisdis!!!!!!!
I just feel like puking... na fool u be ,,... ugly idiot
Sherek
Linda showing disfigured being may cause a little child to have convulsion
No p perfection for u can only be in d casket
Ekuke!
serves him right
MISSVEE
This people doing this rubbish r they saying that God made a mistake while creating them?i don't understand
I'm vomiting
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